Unbelievable but true. The time's almost here, the time that i never wait for. The minute that pretty scare me, The moment that oxfuck gonna leak, The hours for hugs&&kisses, &The occasion where you can hear goodbyes in the crowd.
And thats when I just cant let them go, Yes, this is what i call life, Eventually, everyones gonna go lead their life in their own way, But at this point, Im just not ready. This isnt the street I wanna go, I wanna go straight but theres something wrong with the traffic light, It stayed damn red that forced me to turn right And at the end, I found out bout the Roadblock! I know i cant go back and take a U-turn, So I thought I needed to find a way using that same darn road. I needed to dig in my brain to get all sorts of knowledge thats been hidden for long. & thats exactly what I need.
I am scared, I dont wanna let them go, and yes to be frankly, it hurts.
Especially leaving Sue, I just heart her the most, &this isnt about favoritism, But its just the way she treats me and the entrance with her introduction in my life. I can feel the blood running out my ripped heart in a rushing flow. Why? I am gonna miss her like hell loads, Without her, Who's gonna call me cute no matter what i do? Who's gonna hug me and tell me she liked the perfume I put on? Who's gonna scribble on my hand? Who's gonna try to make an attempt to make e'things possible for me? Who's gonna say the brown eyeliner suits me the most? Who can I call to solve problems in study? Who will I feed Milky to? Who would crave for my cornie flakies? Who's gonna lean on my shoulder? Who's gonna make me smile? Who who who?! ;( No one can EVER replace her. She's right at the top <3 IHeartyuBaby! {Liyana said I literally cried when this was typed in} which isnt true.
Jaie, Sweet and caring, Who sometime wants thing in her way, but I am proud of her, Cause whatever she wants, she'll make it happen. She can be a real baby, but thats not gonna stop me from luving her. I remember when she told me one whole load of indian serial, Hahaha, I had fun. & im certainly gonna miss that.
Meera, Hurain, Sabrina, Zarnab, Cici, Hina: The day feels incomplete without you. You each carry a piece of entry ticket to the joyful day. I am gonna miss yu!
And that;s about it, Next post would be aboutmy beloved malaysian friends. Btw, spring break starts, then followed with study leave, Teach-In day -> Graduation Day && Prom -> Farewell Party && finally cums IGCSE.
Okay, That's it for now, I Misssh yu Ohhh Darlinkkks! Iluvyuu! <3 Takecare.
10:05 AM
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Omg, Ts been darn frigggin long tym since i last posted a blog! Ahhh life, No matter how hard it wud be, I still need to take it open-handed.
gah, this whole week was pretty exhaustin, and seeemed as if its passin by real quick! Mocks English Oral last monday, The theme card i got was called as 'three wishes' sounds easy, well kinda, buh when Ms Nally started recording, I go like uh-oh.. "Three wishes, ohh, first of all lemme share this, when this card was handed to me I go like Woah, this isnt sumthing easy to decide, and sumthing that cant be taken lightly. etc etc etc." stupid intro! haha Ministry Exams tuesday and wednesday. Tomorrow's a - No-school day. A day offf sounded like only an hour break. Time's goin on reallly fast, I dun even know where to start, last time i remembered there was still 4 months till IG comes, ohhh and now, im friggin shorta studyin moment.goodlord. Only 2 months away from now!
Anyways, lets not make this a really long essay, lets talk straight as the title mentioned.
Things to do Before IG; -Study -Lessen shoppin moments -Get A new friggin phone from daddy -Have everythin scheduled -Try as much as possible not goin out! -and lets end it with STUDY agayn.
gahhh, people say imma pessimistic. maybe thats true, buh im reallly scared, whatif i cant prove my parents that i can actually do this? :( ugggh
neways lets hit the next list.
Things to do after IG: -Hang Out Like loadssss -Buy new laptop, phone, iPod, Psp -convince mummy and daddy to go bak to m'sia a month later after em. -Shoppa till yu droppa! -Sulaima Plan A,B,C-Z [all plannned out] -Get A boyyie! xP
that's all i could list out now, will post new if i it comes on my mind. which is pwettty impossible for me to come online and spend time on this.
btw, mocks start on Sunday with my favie subject, physics hopefully, thats gonna make it a good start all the way till the end
aneways, thats it. buhbye, till then heartyu, <3 takecare.
6:50 AM
Pieces of Me,
One typical ordinary Libran who;
Enjoys life to its fullest,
Expects things to work out smoothly her way,
Has Spent life as a Shopa&Choca-holic.
Has no control over her bad-temper-ness,
May look arrogant on the outside but,
Very sensitive, soft and pretty inside xP
Is a full time pessimist,
Likes & wants attention from people around,
Others quoted as friendly pampered, Daddy's lil Girl,
Totally dependant..
My Summer Shopping List,
. Least of 2pairs of new shades,
. New Handbags&Purses,
. Bottles Of new Perfumes,
. Dresses,
. More Skinnies,
. Shoes, shoes, shoes,
. Accessories,
. Friends' Bday gifts,
. Brand-new TouchScreen Phone,
. Latest design of laptop,
. iPod,
. A cute boy's heart. <3
